OlderLisa Marie Presley Blog: Michael Jackson Knew He Would Die Like This
Lisa Marie Presley, who was married to Michael Jackson in the mid-1990s, has take to her MySpace to unload some thoughts about the King of Pop’s death. Apparently “he knew.”
Check out LMP’s interesting blog entry inside…
Lisa Marie Presley: Michael Jackson Knew…
He Knew.
Years ago Michael and I were having a deep conversation about life in general.
I can’t recall the exact subject matter but he may have been questioning me about the circumstances of my Fathers Death.
At some point he paused, he stared at me very intensely and he stated with an almost calm certainty, “I am afraid that I am going to end up like him, the way he did.”
I promptly tried to deter him from the idea, at which point he just shrugged his shoulders and nodded almost matter of fact as if to let me know, he knew what he knew and that was kind of that.
14 years later I am sitting here watching on the news an ambulance leaves the driveway of his home, the big gates, the crowds outside the gates, the coverage, the crowds outside the hospital, the Cause of death and what may have led up to it and the memory of this conversation hit me, as did the unstoppable tears.
A predicted ending by him, by loved ones and by me, but what I didn’t predict was how much it was going to hurt when it finally happened.
The person I failed to help is being transferred right now to the LA County Coroners office for his Autopsy.
All of my indifference and detachment that I worked so hard to achieve over the years has just gone into the bowels of hell and right now I am gutted.
I am going to say now what I have never said before because I want the truth out there for once.
Our relationship was not “a sham” as is being reported in the press. It was an unusual relationship yes, where two unusual people who did not live or know a “Normal life” found a connection, perhaps with some suspect timing on his part. Nonetheless, I do believe he loved me as much as he could love anyone and I loved him very much.
I wanted to “save him” I wanted to save him from the inevitable which is what has just happened.
His family and his loved ones also wanted to save him from this as well but didn’t know how and this was 14 years ago. We all worried that this would be the outcome then.
At that time, In trying to save him, I almost lost myself.
He was an incredibly dynamic force and power that was not to be underestimated.
When he used it for something good, It was the best and when he used it for something bad, It was really, REALLY bad.
Mediocrity was not a concept that would even for a second enter Michael Jackson’s being or actions.
I became very ill and emotionally/ spiritually exhausted in my quest to save him from certain self-destructive behavior and from the awful vampires and leeches he would always manage to magnetize around him.
I was in over my head while trying.
I had my children to care for, I had to make a decision.
The hardest decision I have ever had to make, which was to walk away and let his fate have him, even though I desperately loved him and tried to stop or reverse it somehow.
After the Divorce, I spent a few years obsessing about him and what I could have done different, in regret.
Then I spent some angry years at the whole situation.
At some point, I truly became Indifferent, until now.
As I sit here overwhelmed with sadness, reflection and confusion at what was my biggest failure to date, watching on the news almost play by play The exact Scenario I saw happen on August 16th, 1977 happening again right now with Michael (A sight I never wanted to see again) just as he predicted, I am truly, truly gutted.
Any ill experience or words I have felt towards him in the past has just died inside of me along with him.
He was an amazing person and I am lucky to have gotten as close to him as I did and to have had the many experiences and years that we had together.
I desperately hope that he can be relieved from his pain, pressure and turmoil now.
He deserves to be free from all of that and I hope he is in a better place or will be.
I also hope that anyone else who feels they have failed to help him can be set free because he hopefully finally is.
The World is in shock but somehow he knew exactly how his fate would be played out some day more than anyone else knew, and he was right.
I really needed to say this right now, thanks for listening.
~LMP
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Yes lisa you did a big mistake by giving divorse to such a good person.No one can get such a good life partner. May he rest in peace.Lets pray for him and try to follow his words this is the real tribute to him.
wow, I can’t imagine being you. Having been married to a clinically depressed man for 12 years, surrounded by professional baseball, I understand a teeny tiny part of the hurt. You worded it quite honestly and intelligently. There is nothing you can do in that quick sand relationship but to just go down with them. The harder you try the deeper you sink. You were right to save your kids from that. Micheal’s star is not any less bright because of it either. God bless your future.
Thank you for a great blog, I will be sure to bookmark your site and check back later :)
You never know what you have until you’ve lost it. Cherish the things you do have and the ones you love.
No man can be so strong for he will reach the limit of human destruction. L O V E
Lisa,
Of all the things I have read about you and MJ, I feel you two really loved each other and you were his true love!
I watched the part of the private service they held on CNN on September 3rd, and although we did not see you, it flashed on the screen you were very emotional when the casket passed.
I am sorry for your loss, I know you must feel a void as a lot of us MJ fans do.
I myself have not gotton over his death, and grasp for every possible infomation about him. I have good days and bad days when I just start crying thinking about him.
Take care,
Cindy Hughes
Thank you for a great blog, I will be sure to bookmark your site and check back later :)
I LOVE MICHAEL JACKSON I WILL MISS YOU
thats it
Lisa Marie.
I love you so much and I appreciate all you have been in Michael’s life. I always say, why they could not say together. I am sure if this could be, he will never got to all those troubles. But God knows. I thank you everything. May God bless you and your family. I know you love Michael so much, but he does too. Now he is in better place. He sees everything and I am sure he appreciate all your efforts and praying for you too. May he rest in peace. I love you Lisa Marie.
I love you Michael.
Since the passing of michael I must confess it has hit me harder than i could of imagine and i dont understand why that is.. I have gone on youtube and watched every interview, any home movies and listen to countless songs that he has written. Watching the videos with you and michael seemed to be when he was the happiest. For that I thank you.
Just a thought about helping someone who doesnt truly want to be helped you can’t. The song that Michael sings the She is out of my life I believe that is the song he wrote for you.
In the song he talks about a love that he let go and wanted to get it back but didn’t know how. I only wish that he could of found you again because you where the one true love for him.
His children filled the gap of your love but also gave him his only unconditional love that he needed so desepartely in his life….
awesome…wht can i say abt u mj
I THINK Lisa loved Michael but it makes you think she didn’t love him when she told MJ she wasn’t gonna make babies with him then comes around a few years later carrying someone elses children, that really upset me. The only reason Mj had kids with Debbie Rowe was because he saw that Lisa made her life. I believe she could’ve done something about what made her make those decisions. Divorcing him just made matters worse. WHY WOULD SHE EVEN THINK ABOUT THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!! Imagine what Michael felt when she turned him down! And if she really did regret divorcing him , she COULD’VE REMARRIED him or something ! UGHH!!!!!! …………………………………….nice letter……………………………………….
RIP Michael Jackson you’ll always be in my heart and people who REALLY LOVED YOU. Long live the King of Pop.
I’m so sad for this thing. I think that the whole world killed him. I really hope that reborn can be true. I wish he can come back. gone too soon. I want you back. Mi
It is true that one never really knows until it happens but I believe that at some level Michael felt it. His hands show that he had a liking for the occult and it is possible that someone had already warned him. Or perhaps he was intuitive, and intuition was something that he had too.
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Lisa is a liar, her nervousness in Diana Sawyer´s program was so
obvious, she seemed to hurry the matter of intimacy in their marriage.
Michael traveled and stayed weeks without giving her news!
You must see that they never loved each other, their marriage was a sham! If they loved really each other, they would have fought for their marriage!
She never deserved the love of a man like Michael!
I just saw the movie and want to talk about it. The performances in this movie were good but it is such a shame that he was not able to perform a real concert. A bunch of songs in this, especially in the beginning, you could tell that Michael was saving his voice and it’s a shame we’ll never see a full-fledged performance. Top notch dancing though.
Lisa Marie covered LM. When Michael was alive she went on TV and interviews and anyone else that would have her bashing the hell out of him.
A former drug addict, sexually experinced teen, expelled from boarding schools, etc claims to be naive and innocent. I doubt that.
Your guilt and self perservance wrote that blog. People have not forgotten about what you did and the venom you spewed. I love MJ dearly, but I’m a realist he was not perfect however, your actions were very low.
Tyring to save him? Save him from what? Did you bother to really discuss things before you jumped in? Neither of you did.
But at this point I think she should leave him alone period. Stop writing, talking and discussing him because there are still some of us who forgive you but remeber your treachery.
You have two get new kids, move on and don’t use him or his inncoent children as a poor me platform-it’s over.
Focus on the new family you’ve been blessed with. No one needs you rehashing things and causing harm.
You are no inncoent and I wish you had stayed away from Forest Lawn although you were invited, but so was Debbie Rowe.
I wish you well in your life now. You deserve some happiness.
But leave Michael alone. He deserved better than what you did for whatever reasons you did it.
HI Lisa, I have not forgotten you. Still praying. Hope you are beginning to heal. I know it is hard. Take care always.
hey lisa
i know you wanted to save him from his death but i look at the bright side he can see you every day but the sad side is that you can’t see him and i always thought that he should be looking over his children and that is waht he should be doing and then he would see you when you are sleeping or something that you are doing so don’t cry lisa it will all be ok and i never got to see him or meet him a wanted to though but i’m not giving up
write me back at my email address
at kmonkeybaby96@aol.com
Lisa Marie’s Rollingstone interview was deceiving because had she been happy they divorced and moved on, she would not have been with him a lot after she divorced him in January 1996. Yet, Lisa Marie was all over him then even traveling with him to South Africa when he was married to Debbie Rowe. Lisa Marie left this off her interview with Rollingstone how she wanted to remarry him and have his baby. In a Life Interview in 1997, Michael said “she’d like too.” Lisa Marie did the Rollingstone interview after MJ REJECTED HER.
Here’s a picture of Lisa Marie and Michael Jackson in South Africa in October 1997. Remember, Lisa Marie divorced in January 1996.
http://www.contactmusic.com/pics/mb/GAL_divorced_celebrities_151008/file_photos_1594634.jpg
Lisa Marie now wants to atone for her bad behavior. If you read the Rolling Stone interview, even before the “**** hit the fan”, he had befriended her. He also didn’t “make the moves on her” until SHE told him her marriage was unhappy….if she is telling him all this, and not her then husband…what was she hoping for? She got what she deserved, and shouldn’t even have showed her face at the service. Shame on her!
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“When I saw him move, I was mesmerized. I’d never seen a performer perform like James Brown, and right then and there, I knew that was exactly what I wanted to do for the rest of my life.”
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